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Gotta be snarky here. No. 1 sign: "Are you in Gen X?"

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You said binge eat, but I do binge starvation when I’m stressed out. I basically can go for more than six days with absolutely no food as long as I have liquids and it doesn’t bother my body at all if I do eat when I’m stressed out I vomit so I eat so vomit, some people eat food to comfort. I can’t have any food which makes me really sad. I lost so much weight I went from 198 pounds to 151

She is the last of my children that I ever thought would become anything like me telling me that she has voices that she sees things that are not there so fucking scary. We have a CAT scan appointment set up for her just to make sure it’s nothing else because her great grandmother died from a brain tumor and then her grandmother died from brain cancer and her uncle died from brain cancer so it’s very hereditary. I’m just wanna make sure that everything is OK with her. I’m going with her to her appointment, please pray for her all prayers

Oh my goodness you’re scary. You definitely diagnosed me, but you didn’t have not diagnosed me my counselor did when I was 28 years old schizoaffective disorder. My father is or was a schizophrenic committed suicide sad thing is I think my daughter is going through the same thing she is 29 she scares me. She talks about how she feels I feel bad, I feel like it’s my fault

BPD is not classified this way in a professional setting. You will not find this in a diagnostic manual.

So just being a human.

Nice, got 3/4 let’s see if I can collect them all

I dont know of im able to allow therapy to help me. Thus it feels like im just wasting my therapists time. Any investment someone puts in me just feel like a bad investment.

Ping! Fear of autonomy. Major problem for me. Toward the end, I was working hard on becoming autonomous, which was one of the things my abuser didn't like.

Ladie needs to be put in solitary confinement for the rest of her life

Can you explain the neuroscience behind any of this being classified as an actual disorder?

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Thats funny because it was the opposite in my house. I am the middle child and only one who ever cleaned or did anything. I was always left out yet expected to do all the household chores and take care of any younger kids in the family. My dad later claims because he expected more from me and knew my older sister was a slob/bum and the younger one is a baby... Btw the "younger" one is my fraternal twin who just is alot more immature...um you made them that way but ok.

oh shoot... I'm always surprised that my ADHD kinda programs so much of how I see myself. Everything from 1-7 I knew, but the salting food... my co-workers always made fun of me because I put soy sauce in everything... and I feel so empty if the house ran out of soysauce... I mean... I put soy sauce in my oatmeal...

#1 okay, I can see this. Everything after that I was like "wait... I was supposed to go see my parents? Wtf?" Lol

Think the culture at large and many of the books on BPD really focus on the destructive and petulant types and it puts everyone at a disadvantage.

I guess In a relationship,am always the one who's "too soft" or just "too much of this " to the other person

I have CPTSD . The truth is, I will never heal completely. My world of people will always be small. I've been through 4 therapists, and none of them has earned my trust. Regarding asking your patients if they want to make an appointment. Made me feel like they didn't want to see me. That part of my CPTSD, abandonment.

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I feel you know me too well!

Me oh my ya ouch trust um wait

I remember everything. Literally. I’m 58 and starting to become very agoraphobic. I remember it all.😕

Every. Single.One.

I was the red-headed stepchild.

Describes me to a tee. Sorry. I'm 4th of 8

I was 10 years old when it all started. She was my neighbor and lived across the street… she came to see me almost every single day. I felt like I couldn’t escape it… she was also on a wheelchair, which, at the time, to my young mind, meant I was forced to be nice to her and do whatever she wanted me to. At the time, I was already experiencing very confusing feelings for girls in general; going through puberty and feeling sexual attraction to both girls and boys (later I’d identify as bi), so I understood her abuse as punishment from God. Like maybe I deserved to endure the abuse because I had sexual thoughts, especially because some of them were towards girls. I’d have nightmares where my abuser would be on her death bed, revealing what we did behind closed doors, and she’d die right afterwards and I’d have to deal with the consequences. I’d feel so relieved during vacations, when my family and I could go to our beach house for a month and I could be away from her… by the time I was 13, the abuse stopped, she moved houses, and then I started showing signs of depression. I was diagnosed soon after, but psychologists and psychiatrists couldn’t tell why I was so depressed. I had repressed all of my memories from the abuse. Couldn’t really place any of them. To be honest I don’t remember 98% of it all to this day. It was only when I was about 15, after watching the movie Mysterious Skin, that I’d finally remember something. Took me a long time to finally talk about it with someone else. To this day I still fear someone telling me it was not abuse or that it is normal or that I was in the wrong. To this day I still can’t remember most of it. It gets lost, I can recall pieces of it… one moment of a single day, and then it’s blank, it’s all gone, and it’s different than not remembering anything else. It’s different, you feel like you should know, you should remember, it’s at the tip of your tongue, you can almost feel it- and then you don’t, and it’s all empty and gone. There’s so much space to fill in. My memories are all ripped apart, like a photo, where you cut something out and you’re left with teared edges: you know there’s something else there, but you can’t see it. I feel like I’ve lost years of my life to the abuse, and then the trauma. I couldn’t get into the school I wanted because high school was a wreck. I still deal with the emotional repercussions of my trauma.

I just came out of a relationship with a narcissist being unaware of these things. When I was watching this video, I could literally feel each and everything what you've said till my bones.

Can you have multiple types of BPD at once?

Thinking about the perverbial Load on your ShoulderS .but neurological space is white table cloth, So the long play record that you were born with was skipping backwards and forward a few notes. % But some how they slipped right ontop on top their long play Album.a bit narcissistic. That's Evil control. Just find the memories .in peace ,

Can you do a part 2 please?

Hahahah I heard your sarcasm. I think you have a patron listening not sure. Okay bye.

8 out of 10!😂

What if you feel nothing? Kind of dead inside...

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Things have never been the same. For us all. It's harder than ever in 2024.

Is there any BPD or any person that has had three of them or in different parts of their life has transition to another one based on their lifeline and shit that happens like trauma that is corrupted them into being a different type of BPD I didn’t know that there was more than one I thought by borderline personality disorder like you well I gotta say it , ya already got two ya know lol split lol finally some humor from it . I waited 8 years for that . Well that’s even when I got diagnosed with it finally and had no idea until the right doctor came along, which wasn’t even my doctor at the time it was the doctor next to mine, but he had learned to know who I was, and what I struggled with because they shared an office suite and just when I was starting to give up on myself this crap with mental health. He opened up and shared with me about BPD which is crazy cause I know how hard it is. I’ve read how hard it is to diagnose, but that was a game changer for me only, I’ve already been through all the trauma with medication’s and I had been being treated for bipolar and PTSD but no clue about the BPD which I guess goes hand-in-hand sometimes so by the time I knew this I was about done not treating the BPD but I didn’t know I had the suicidal tendencies so now that I’ve been completely off for like eight years because it almost caused me my life and it actually cost that doctor that he worked next to his medical license for malpractice because I got put on life-support with this medication called Latuda and the medication only made me want to go and use and be stupid and like it just wasn’t me but I couldn’t stop it the only sad thing about the downfall is not on. I have a really hard time reaching out and even talking to anybody like I haven’t left the house in a year so not being treated I feel like my treated clusterfuck of a self where is that everyone around me can see it and that they know so I just branch off to myself and keep my distance and now I just made it to her. I have nobody so I guess now I just need to start learning how to love myself and accept myself and hate I always got someone to talk to you lol.😮😂😂❤😊

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Nope... I'm the black sheep (scapegoat).

I got 4 out of 5 don’t know what to do about it

Wanted to say a lot. Couldn't.

the dark side?!! gurl.. its all the deep end out here.. marketing is manipulation at a competitive level.

Can I be the golden child if I’m an only child? I feel like you described me to a T.

Not only was my late mother a narcissist (x100), but a severe hoarder to boot.

I really needed to hear this today! Thanks

You make it sound like again An other disease or ilness. That is 😢😢. SAD. 😢😢😢😢

Ty I needed to hear this. I blocked out a lot of trauma by detaching and dissasociating and I cant remember most of my life😢 I felt like I needed to fill in the puzzle pieces but I guess I can just let it go and trust if I am to remember I will. Ty🙏

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